This poem is about finally deciding and letting go of someone even though you still love him/her. Starting a new chapter for there is nothing you can do about it because with that kind of love, you're also hurting yourself... and worst destroying yourself.
Though I don't know how,
I'm letting go of you.
Time to foster my feelings now,
And divide our world's in two.
The clock is ticking.
It says it's 2am.
But my mind's still thinking,
About how fool I am.
Given up my pride,
I gave you all my love.
I did nothing but cry and hide,
'Cause you did not heed my love.
Your apathy got bold.
What's not enough with me?
All of a sudden it felt cold.
Let me know how it's gonna be.
Is it gonna change,
Your love and affection?
Kindly lengthen the patience range,
And remain our devotion.
Only you had it all.
I couldn't help but frown.
Reminiscing your every call,
The day you broke the lovecrown.
And now I've agreed,
To start a life anew.
I'm making myself a good deed,
And I'm letting go of you.
10.12.10 Thursday - 11.24 pm